Adonis

By Elizabeth Shvarts

Fusing intricate, yet gritty imagery and allusions to Greek mythology, “Adonis” is a reimagining of beauty as a birthright and burden of the first-gen gifted American kid as they reclaim their narrative with humanity.

the first crime is breath. a soft shuddered thing
a burbling river a promise so pretty we

 call this accident. call this abstract
painting is the second crime. plaster smile bolted

blush like the nettles myrrha and theias first touched
every root every leaf save yours if only

 just for show nothing more than less
more laurel than hyssop meaning third crime

meaning scrub harder. meaning wring meaning
 leave to dry meaning take up anything

a scalpel a dagger a brush anything. shape
sandpaper rust-bolt smile solid silk ribbon.

people turn a blind cheek to a good mirror
and beauty is a fickle god but at least venus knocked 

on the temple. this body is a temple then
your footsteps are crusade tread light don’t forget

the laurel trees are bittering and it’s           not
                                      your fault. prepare offering just in case when 

you are born a sin you sing of miracles
until your throat rusts ochre

and wheat-field gold we remind ourselves
this is how you get them through the drought pretty

boy smothered slick with olive oil
boy you are  our          indulgence
                               last.

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Process

To be an artist is to gamble on the promise that your todays will envy your tomorrows. However, before we amble into a light where our sunrises smile upon we need to ground ourselves in our yesterdays. As a queer first-generation Russian-Jewish American, I feel like I have to compensate for the contradictions of my identity with accolades or future success. I wanted to subvert the trope of the first-gen gifted kid as a poster child for the American dream into something ethereal: a demigod, specifically the offspring of Aphrodite with a legacy marred with crimes he never asked to answer for (Adonis’s parents Myrrha and Theias bore a child out of wedlock, he is revered as long as he remains of use—either to boost mortal’s morale or for them to lose themselves in his otherworldliness). Excellence and ruin; immortality and the impermanence of the sculpture clay that will be his legacy; Adonis (both the poem and the figure) is a love letter to my own roots: to be the daughter of an immigrant is to be a saint and martyr; her mother is the war.