I'll get there one day. Maybe, who knows, I might kind of get there. If I squint I'll see some sort of finish line. Am I doing all I'm supposed to do to get there? How did other people get there? Were they smarter than me? Better than me? How long will I be doing this for? All I want to do is give up, throw myself on the ground, and wait until someone takes my hands and drags me where I need to go. But I can't. Somehow my body keeps moving forward. I know I'll get there if I keep going a little longer. I'm already pushing as hard as I can. It's my own path, no one else's, so I think I'll go at my own pace and I'll be there before I know it.
Julia Mercado is a freelance writer and podcast host based in Queens. She graduated from Dickinson College in 2016 with…
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