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Madeline Berberian-Hutchinson
By Madeline Berberian-Hutchinson
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Two New Yorkers explore the echoes of city girlhood.

I

I keep writing about places I’ve never been to,
places where the dry field folds itself over the horizon
and the curves of every long expanse of highway look like
a familiar linearity
where I confuse
abundance for home

for all I know are train tracks jutting through joints / sidewalk chalk pigment washed away in gutters / steel beam screws as seeds / cement undoing space at the crowded street corner


I keep dreaming about stillness I’ve never known,
stillness that sleeps softly in the sky on a cloudless day
and holds a body steady enough and sturdy enough to feel
a familiar delusion
where I confuse
pause for peace

for all I know are imprints from ink pressed under stress / lisping speech spoken two beats too fast / scattered starts and start-overs / memories thumb-tacked to walls in arrangements unfinished

I keep tracing my fingers around things that have never been / never will be mine
things that excavate themselves out of our shared skins
and re/turn, for the last time, to the valleys between my words


II

In New York City, a girl’s marching orders:
you might wonder how we move
forward in such times (or at all)

of course — one foot in front of
another’s, tangled, tripping (do you remember,
at recess, a three-legged race?)

collective knees succumb to sidewalk scrapes
but when our palms bleed they trickle
trails of knowing on pavement, a whisper:

and, and, and, and

and every one of our spines measures
itself against the subway pole (finding
comfort in the coolness of the metal)

and binding bone marrow to the smudged
fingerprints of wall-street-blazer-pocket and
sticky-grand-central-goodbyes

and our forearms cramp as we cling
to notebooks (like promises)
so we never forget, an echo:

still, still, still, still


Process

Jackie and Madeline each worked from the same prompt to start a different section of the poem. Every week, they swapped to add a new stanza to each other’s sections. They built off each other’s style, structure, and themes.

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Madeline Berberian-Hutchinson

Madeline Berberian-Hutchinson is a poet and artist from Brooklyn, New York, studying Art History at Yale University. She was a…

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Jackie Homan

Jackie Homan is a writer, editor, and social media strategist living in New York City. She currently manages digital content…

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